hmm..


yea..
my form 5 life is over.
SPm is DEAD. =)

starting a new life.

=)


good luck LYF and others! =)

Im back~!~

haha.. my blog is once dead again..


how many lives it has? haha

haha.. im currently leanring cooking! woohoo!!!

it's really hard.
my frens, pls eat all the food ur mom cooks everyday!!


it's really sakit hati when u cook and nobody eats. =(

taufu. nice huh?

come..

let's turn around.

tata!! even a taufu also hard to take it out.

i need more experinces.

ABC soup! haha.. see... it is really FULL!

excessive ingredients. XD


the soup darling help me to cook =)

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

LOVE PART

celebrated on 10-10-10 together. haha

the number of table of us!

haha..

my darling is soooooooo cute..

he purposely take this number but actually it was not available on that day.

the waiters put it aside and he took it and put on my table.

gosh...

this guy..

CUTE!

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

FAMILY PART

went to blood screening. XD

with my family.

this is my mom.

mom is getting older. white hair growing. =(

i miss my mom a lot. =(

but nt staying with her.
nvm..

after spm i will back by her side once again!

my pity sister..

the nurse or doctor was...

inject the wrong position.

and no blood came out..

end up with my sister kena cucuk 3 times!! pity..

the situation there..

i was so touched..

there had a performance.

performed by orang kurang berupaya..

they danced and they never gave up themselves.

so, why do we?

we shouldnt give up our lives easily!!

once we are still alive, we have chances!

SPM, I am not afraid of YOU!!! COME ON!!

hopefully i will nt fail my add maths!!!

arh!!! psycho subject!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SCHOOL PART

i have taken part in this activity which i dont know what its name! haha

i never played this before.

some of them play this since they were small kids.

my school celebrated mid-autumn festival. =)

some products are shown below:

playboy pun come out during mid-autumn festival

hahha. whose product? i dont know..

my fren jz took my camera and captured anything.

flower. also dont know whose product

12-11-2010 TODAY!

our last day in school. =)

it's really upset but nervous.

upset bcoz we are all gonna seperate.

and i have to face the world, the REAL WORLD outside.

i dunno whether can i.

but i know i must!

im so weak inside my heart.

dunno la..

depends on fate.

gambateh to everyone that is gonna take spm soon and face the world after that.

this is my india mom.. haha

my moral teacher.

which i like her so much..

she borrowed us sari during hari kebangsaan.

and we all spoiled her sari.

we didnt know that sari need to send to laundry to dry wash.

i washed and iron for her.

haha..

but too bad, the natural beauty gone.

sry teacher.

the sari was bought from India by her bro..

sry teacher. haha

LYF with her school uniform. =)


i know i wouldnt have the chance to wear it again after SPM.

except school uniform gathering. XD

but i duno think it is gonna happen. =(

my fav pic! XD

darling and I. =)

i was eating la..

thats why smile like that.

he was not ready yet, too. =)


ohyea. our BM teacher, Cik Salina maybe soon will be leaving us.

she wanna teaches in her hometown,Negeri Sembilan.

=(

she belanja my class domino pizza.

every class she teaches will be treated.

she is such a great teacher. =)

she taught us what ceramah will teach.

so we dun have to go for BM ceramah.

it tastes great,man!

good bye teacher. take care =)

ps: some are not our classmates, but we are living harmony. XD

Cik Salina, jumpa lagi!!

jaga diri sendiri ya!

5 Dahlia gonna miss you!!!

PIG HIEW XD

i wanna shout~!!! hehe..


i have a great great great great BF!!


alright... things started like this..

he cooked porridge for me...
as i was sick b4 this day...
cute huh?

normally girl does it.

but for us, he is more gentle and sweet than me! hahaha


alright, continue the topic..
it was...
he cooked porridge and invited me to go his house and enjoyed that...


that porridge has many ingredients!
but no pic was taken. XD


well, after the meal, he said: let's go!
me: go? go where?
him: go somewhere else which is very pretty, it has mountains, green lands and rivers!
me: where is it? is it far?
him: around 40 minutes. i still have to carry you..


i refuses to go at first..

but after that..


this happened!

he tied up my eyes with the cloth! he really wanna gives me a big surprise!

cant see anything..

do u know where he wanna brings me to?

he brought me home..

how sweet my dear =)

bcoz i am not living with my family now due to some reasons.

he knows i miss my mom, my family..

and he brought me home..

thks darling! =)

wonder what is this?

this is the bento he brought for me..

he is always the one who by my side when i need someone..

dat day was....

i was alone at uncle's home..

no lunch was prepared.

then he suddenly appeared in front of the gate with bento!

ily. XD

well, about this...

i was fever..

and the next day was my physics papers!!!

i didnt want to take medicine bcoz i think it is bad for health and i was hungry..

and this guy, my love.

he appeared in front of the gate in midnight again!!!

he brought me to eat!

try to think..

midnight, where to find porridge?

(bcoz i wanna eat porridge.)

this guy is really good..

he drove and holding my hands otw finding porridge.

i told him i miss my mom..

then he brings me back the next day as the surprise above he gave me.

he wanted to bring me back on the midnight, but i dun wan..

it was too late to back home..

i still rmb, in IPOH..

his grandpa house..

we were planned to go travel.

but i was sick for 2 days.

he took care of me day and night non stop.

woke up and cooked for me..

and i jz ate a bit then he ate those i left.

then i hungry in a short time.

he woke up and cooked again!

he is a super good bf. =)

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i miss my mom, my sisters and my niece and nephew! =)

thks darling =)

u are the pig of mine XD

PIG HIEW =)

exam~

well, trial is coming =(

gonna work hard..

my last minutes revision! =)


all the best for myself and those candidates. =)


and yay, i have a super good bf =)

sry darling.. i misunderstood you =(



and i met a guy..
lol...


shouldn't call him a GUY...

bcoz he is not..
lol..

the 1st time i met ppl like that...


like what??


like SHIT! =)

what is on my mind..

i dunno what is on my mind..

they are some events i wanna attened but im afraid.

there are some little achievements but i dun dare to..

i worked hard but im tired. =(

i keep thinking.. can i?

im forcing myself..

pressure. stress. all come to me by TONIGHT..

well. i nid a girl fren to talk to.

that is true to me..

no lying, no cheating.

wont hurt me, will stand by me..

girls are soooooo cold-blooded..


haiz..

when can i get a girl fren that belongs to me? tteehee!! =)

girls, what is on ur minds?

sick

sick for 1 week. =(

i have no idea why..
darling brought me to test blood...


doctor said it was alright...

but im still sick..


like shit..!!!!!!!!

pavilion 22-8-2010

yes, today.. Sunday, 22-8-2010

went to pavi with darling..

was planning to go with family..

but i was too slow to prepare.. muahaha..

so, darling fetch me.. XD on the way..

dressed like a child..

haha..

it's time for me to wear like a child now..

im getting older..

no more chance for me to wear child clothes next time =(

found out my mirror is broken!


was deciding to follow sister to buy handphone.

i missed it though.

nvm, follow to shop around..



after shopping around, i was bored.
then, wanna watch movie with Darling.


i wanna watch Vampire Suck la!!

but pavi doesnt have yet. =(
sad case.

camwhore.

i was really tired to walk around =(

maybe i gainned weight? =(

camwhore with him XD

piggy?

i tied up my hair.. XD

take one b4 go back..

i was really tired..

went there for about 2 hours only..

i love the colour of my eyes..

but it's fake.. =(

then darling brought mom to have dinner together.. =)

darling, ily.. =)

we made soap!

muahaha...

finally, our class had made the soap!!

and erm hmm... hah..
i brought HP to school. XD
look.. chay lili took for me.. grr... blur!

another blur 1..

clear! bcoz i took it!

petai! hhaa

look at the colour.. nice huh? XD

well, time to say goodbye! haha.. bye

piggy and lion, they are related!

this was actually a piggy... i made it become a lion~

i know it doesnt really look alike.. haha...


well, im not good at drawing..

sry..

haha...

the days..

well, i know my blog was once dead..
lol..


something made me stunned today..

i was staying back..

while i walking to the toilet.

an india little boy asked me whats the time..


after that, he said TERIMA KASIH to me..



i dunno why..



it makes me stunned..

maybe for me, children are rude..

that's why that was out of my expectation..

but still, i said welcome at last.. after few seconds. XD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

is today yesterday's tomorrow? or tomorrow's yesterday? hm?

my answer is.. today is TODAY..

'time is gold'

we have only 24 hours for a day. no matters how busy are we..

we still have to sQueeze in everything!!!

gambateh everyone!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

for my academy,

it's going on!!! struggling!!!

for my family,

they are all healthy! haha

for my frens,

lol... seriously, i dunno why.. i dun have much girl frens..

girls are much more emotional than guys..

they are just like cold-blodded creatures..

one day u dun talk to them.

i dunno what's going on the next day.

girls are mean sometimes. love showing off or else..

they will jealous if u do well..

or maybe i mix with guys more, so they think im those type of girl?

lol.. let it be.. i cant control..

and him, DARLING!!!

the one who always support me..

treats me well and pampers me!!! hehe.

he is the best.. seriously.. XD

--------------------------------------------------

and especially to YOU and you..

dun overestimate yourself, thks. =)

u are NOTHING. okay?

=)

what i want to say is....



i have a great bf =)


teehee...bye!!

I feel..

i feel sick..
i feel bad..recently.


dun feel like talking..


i have no idea why..

just emo and stress maybe??


or maybe the circumstances?

or maybe the people's attitudes?

i just emo...

i hope to be alone.. in else where..

can take a nap silently..


without noise..
without children's crying..


EMO =)

wanna cry out loudly!!! but i cant...

there is something inside..

what is that?

NS!!!

haha.. wondering ??


wondering whether i kena?



muahaha...


well..


the answer is...







NO!



hha.. i dun mind if i kena..


it is good yet bad also..



anyway, good luck to those who kena..


all the best =) smile..

6/27----4/7/10 XD missing

27-6-2010 Sunday..



as i have said, went to 1u for Beast..


hmm...
im not their fans...

just go for fun...



went there earlier for fun also...

and yean leng and i went to MPH.. FOR FUN again.. XD yean leng. one of my best frens. XD
reading.. XD

i found this little book.. isn't it cute?

Im just a FROG!!! XD

i just cant stop taking pic... XD haha..

ohyea.. saw this bear...

it was dancing Bad romance..

ala... cham betul.. nearly fall down nia..><

me, leng, and Yoo min hee!!

do this for her.. =)

ohyea!!! LYF pakai spec sudah!!!

alright..

without spec and make-up..

so??

who cares??

3-7-2010

had mid night movie with my beloved bro, Edmond Lye!

the only word to describe about him-- TALL
on the way =)
bro bro, ily =) hehe

4-7-2010

=)

i dun feel like talking and blogging nia.. ><

haiz...

what i can do?

i dunno..

i smile doesnt mean im fine, okay?

tolerance

sometimes....

i dont know what to say..


tolerance is what i learn..


and sometimes, talk properly please..



i just pissed off..

PD plus Melacca

hmm.16-6-2010 went to PD

3 days 2 nights trip..


with tok lan, tok chun and tok hai..

we headed to Semenyih's Tesco first for out dinner.. XD

they were in white.

and i was in black =(

well, after everything..

we went to PD.. XD

nice huh?

i just love it =)


i know it;s ugly, bcoz it's not written by hands but my legs. XD

look like a child huh?

candid.. ignore my face..

i just love the sky..

i love the sky.

i love the sea.

i love the sand.

i love the BEACH!!!

hmm.. at night..

we had a special chef to cook for us.. xD

here he is.. Mr Tok Lan!!!

the chef of the night. XD

anyone comes and grabs him? haha

hmm...

it was time to bed..

and good night everyone.. =)


17-6-2010

i had been craving for this.. =)

delicious..

XD

after that, we went to Melacca!

here it is.

camwhore with the mirror while finding the car park. XD

camwhore!!

i found that this is the perfect group pic we had! XD

the scenery..

do u know what is this?

it looks disgusting right?

XD


since Melacca is bored.

then we went to the Jusco nearby. xD

i just like to take pic. xD

but ya, i know i look ugly without make-up.

we saw this..

the cartoon made up by balloons..

this is the first in the competition

in Secret Recipe..

i will try my best to make up everytime im out! ahaha

we saw this also!

hmmm... ><

w spent the whole day in Melacca..

and we reached my old home at 12am..

then next day.

bye bye everythings.

back to our homes.. =(

the sun..

im not gonna upload pic to fb nia..

lazy..

i havent do my hw nia!!!

i go out everyday in these 2 weeks.

and today would be the first day i stay at hum in this holiday i guess.. XD

take care people!!

holidays habis dah.. =(

happy school reopen! smile..

although i dun want to =)